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  1. Episodes /
  2. Episode 7

He Couldn’t Read. Then He Wrote Three Books

Friday, October 9, 2026

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What happens when the people who are supposed to love you hurt you the most? And how do you keep believing in a purpose when life gives you every reason to question God?

In this powerful episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony D. Hamilton opens up about growing up surrounded by violence, enduring years of abuse, and struggling to understand why God seemed absent during some of the hardest moments of his life. Despite the pain, he never stopped fighting, finding his voice, and eventually discovering a purpose bigger than his past.

The conversation takes an honest look at faith, childhood trauma, grief, and the loss of loved ones. As the discussion unfolds, Anthony reflects on losing family members, questioning God's timing, and learning to see hardship through a different perspective. Together, they explore how experiences that once made us feel forgotten can become the very things that help us inspire, encourage, and change the lives of others.

One of the most moving moments comes when Anthony shares how a teacher once humiliated him and made him feel like he would never succeed. Years later, he returned as a published author with a message that says everything about his journey: “Don't laugh at me. Teach me how to read.”

His story is a reminder that your beginnings do not have to define your ending. You may not understand everything you're going through today, but your story is not over. Sometimes, the greatest victory is simply refusing to quit.

What do you believe? Is everything in life part of a greater purpose, even the pain we cannot explain? Share your thoughts in the comments.

Chapters

  1. 00:00From Behind This Chair: Introduction
  2. 00:35Questioning God and the Pain of Childhood
  3. 01:21Feeling Unseen, Unloved, and Forgotten
  4. 02:05Growing Up Around Violence and Chaos
  5. 03:43Faith, Personal Choice, and Finding Purpose
  6. 04:41Seeing Beyond Your Own Struggles
  7. 05:22How Childhood Experiences Affect Parenting
  8. 06:15How Life's Struggles Change Us
  9. 06:50Sponsored by the Black Business School
  10. 07:37What Do You Believe About God?
  11. 08:23When Life Makes You Question God's Presence
  12. 09:02Grief, Losing Loved Ones, and Searching for Answers
  13. 10:26Losing Family Members and Processing Pain
  14. 11:02Feeling Defeated While Helping Young People
  15. 11:46Asking God, “What Else Are You Going to Take From Me?”
  16. 12:48Trusting God's Plan When Life Doesn't Make Sense
  17. 15:43Struggling With Faith After Childhood Trauma
  18. 16:27Seeing Purpose in the People Who Enter Our Lives
  19. 17:38Understanding the Bigger Picture
  20. 19:56Turning Pain Into Strength and Resilience
  21. 20:50Believing That God Never Stopped Watching
  22. 22:35How Vulnerability Can Encourage Others
  23. 24:20From Struggling to Read to Becoming a Published Author
  24. 24:53Returning Home to Prove He Made It
  25. 25:23Confronting the Teacher Who Said He Wouldn't Succeed
  26. 26:36“I'm the One You Said Wouldn't Make It”
  27. 26:44“Teach Me How to Read”
  28. 27:34What You Can Achieve If You Never Quit
  29. 28:24Anthony D. Hamilton | From Behind This Chair

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