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  2. Episode 6

'I Didn't Let Them Incarcerate My Mind.' His Prison Survival Method

Saturday, September 12, 2026

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What happens when the environment you grow up in teaches you to become a monster—and you have to fight to find your way back?

In this powerful episode of From Behind This Chair, Carlos sits down with Silky Slim for an unfiltered conversation about childhood trauma, survival, incarceration, gang life, addiction, faith, and transformation.

Silky Slim opens up about growing up in an abusive home, becoming involved in crime at just 12 years old, and spending decades living a life surrounded by violence. He shares how learning to read while incarcerated changed his perspective, why he refused to let prison “incarcerate his mind,” and how studying history helped him see the systems around him differently.

The conversation also takes a deeply personal turn as Silky Slim reflects on addiction, losing loved ones, surviving multiple suicide attempts, finding faith, and ultimately turning his pain into a mission to help others. His story is a powerful reminder that transformation is a process and that your past does not have to determine your future.

👉 What part of Silky Slim’s story stayed with you the most? Share your thoughts in the comments.

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Chapters

  1. 00:00Meet Silky Slim
  2. 00:41“Real Will Always Recognize Real”
  3. 01:09The Childhood Trauma That Changed Everything
  4. 02:17“I Hated Life From That Moment On”
  5. 04:04How Home Can Create the Monster
  6. 04:50Discovering Why His Parents Abused Him
  7. 05:16Growing Up Unable to Read
  8. 06:17The Man Who Taught Him to Read
  9. 07:18Discovering Slavery Through “Roots”
  10. 08:07“Man, I’m in Slavery”
  11. 08:44You Can’t Outgrow Your Environment
  12. 09:12“Don’t Let Them Incarcerate Your Mind”
  13. 10:14Learning From Everything That Was Free
  14. 10:45The Spider Web & The Systems That Trap Us
  15. 12:11A Life of Transformation
  16. 12:28The Criminal Justice System
  17. 14:18Discovering a Slave Graveyard
  18. 15:47Turning His Life Around
  19. 16:33Speaking Out Against the System
  20. 19:00Becoming a Gang Leader at 12
  21. 19:21Survival, Hunger & Crime
  22. 20:33Religion, Faith & Submission
  23. 21:53Surviving Multiple Suicide Attempts
  24. 22:36Why He Wanted to End His Life
  25. 23:4530 Years of Living With Death
  26. 24:50Addiction & Self-Medication
  27. 25:42The Power of Telling Your Testimony
  28. 26:04Carrying the Cross of Trauma
  29. 26:41Finding God After a Life of Survival
  30. 28:04Trauma & The Struggle With Counseling
  31. 29:19Digging Deep to Find Your Value
  32. 29:52“What Scares You Now?”

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